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Saturday, October 1st, 2005Yesterday, one of my fren told me tat i’m very ‘hao sheng’… not sure wat to call in english ler, i think something like fond in excelling others kua…
well, i din deny at the second i heard it… actually i dun like to compete with others but i jz wan to do things tat will reach my goal… i’m a perfectionist, i think… i won’t do things tat i hav no confidence in it… maybe to others i’m those kind of ppl who can’t afford to lose kua… but wat it means by win or lose? is it tat u get number 1 or u scored 100 then u r the winner??? but wat if there r another person who scored 100 too??? wat if there are 2 person who gets number 1??? will tat still make u a winner???
to me, i always think i’m a winner when i had reach my goal or i had achieved the satisfaction tat i wan… i had a target for myself be4 i do anything… n as long as i reached my target i’m a winner… i dun care how well others did… maybe they scored better than me…
ok, gonna admit tat i never make average target only… i can’t deny tat i always make high target where there are times tat i need to put in a lotz a lotz of effort for it…. my fren asked me do i really need to push myself so hard??? but different people hav different ways of doing things kua… jz tat sometimes my group mates will be very pity lorz coz gonna work with a perfectionist like me tat always demanding for this n that…
so, feel free to drop by and tell me wat u all think of me lar 
i accept all kind of comments…
